Unrequited love -Again-

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OK, gw mengalami lg Unrequited love. Msa" yg sulit.
This shattered piece of my heart is starting to explode. I don't wanna to open it again to my friend, my family, my relatives except to the one that I love most. Still, she didn't realized my feeling but God decide my fate. If my heart is began to see the other girls, I'll accept it. But, if my heart still remember her, I'll waiting until I die.

Yeah, I've ever experienced the unrequited love before but not for this one. This one is too painful that I can die slowly from this pain. I don't care about myself, I only care about you. Still, my pain aches again. It's started in the afternoon. I've heard the truth that make me nearly crying. But, I have to bear it.

I don't know why, but my heart say that I must hide this feeling and my feeling for you. I know, I've already mastered the Poker Face (I referred it as the face that can hide it's user's feeling). My friends from junior high school taught me that. She can't see my true feeling from my face, I successfully burying my feeling in my heart deeply. But the deeper I bury this feeling, the deeper pain I sense.

I don't know why I obey my heart to hide this feeling. But, I know why my heart say that. It's to keep her feel. I mustn't annoying their relationships or she'll hate me for sure.

God Only Knows
My mind is as free as the wind
But now, what I should do is to fall in love
I don't need that kind of real things
Feels like I'm lost in the labyrinth
Though it's not so easy to get through
Here I am, I'm sure that things will go my way
That's God Only Knows
Don't get me wrong
This is not real fail
I'll never leave you alone